Monday, August 31, 2009


I haven't updated in some time.
I am now officially a Rebel. I had my first week of classes last week; so far, so good. Hopefully it stays that way.
I'm still MADLY in LOVE with Andrew Richard Lawrence and can't wait for our future together.
I realize now more than ever how much my life is going to change pretty soon.
I'm SO much happier now that I'm more active in the church and have a calling.
I can't wait to grow up and start living on my own in the future, but I know it will be hard work.
I miss USU a little and FOR SURE Chi Omega.
I still love my life overall.

AND any week now I'm going to be a VERY happy young lady. I can feel it! ;]

more updates more often to come!

Monday, August 10, 2009


i realized more than ever that i LOVE church.
the spirit was SO strong in relief society and chelsea did a fabulous job giving the lesson.
the lesson was on temples and it just reassured me even more that the gospel is true and that the temple is where i'm supposed to strive to go.
i can't wait til i'm able to go to the temple.
my life is SO MUCH BETTER than it used to be.
i'm so greatful that i now realize that.

ALSO. i got set apart as a member of the FHE committiee.
i don't know what all i will have to do, but needless to say i cried while i was getting set apart.

i'm SO grateful for the holy ghost, the gospel, my heavenly father, and all the blessings i have received and the ones i have in store for me.

Friday, August 7, 2009


school is starting soon and i still need to register for one more class and figure out my schedule for sure and i still need to find a better job (i'm still hoping for wells fargo). but with all these serious things coming into play, i'm just not ready for summer to end. it's been the best summer of my life. i'm SO in love and i couldn't ask for anything different. i honestly never thought i'd be able to say that. i DREAMED of finding my perfect guy, but what i didn't know was that my definition of perfect had been wrong and i figured that out once i met andrew. he truly is the love of my life. i fell in love with him the night that i met him. i'm SO thankful that he is in my life. Heavenly Father truly has blessed me and I don't know what I did to deserve such an amazing person in my life, but all i can do is continue to be thankful and let andrew know how much he means to me everyday. i feel bad because i get mad at him for the DUMBEST things and say "why are we together if you hate this or that" but i HONESTLY don't know what i would do without andrew. i can't see me doing anything in my future without andrew in the picture as well, and i don't know how i thought i was enjoying life without him in the past. i'm glad that i found the perfect guy FOR ME and that we are madly in love. i can't wait to continue dating him and eventually be with him forever. i can't wait to see him everynight and talk to him about everything that goes on in my life. he truly is my best friend and i love him with all my heart. this truly has been the best summer and i can't wait to spend the rest of it with andrew! :]

Wednesday, August 5, 2009


Not too much is new.
I still am in love.
I still hate my job at Sonic.
I still am emotional all the time.
I still want a new job. HINT HINT Wells Fargo.
I still need to register for one more college course.
I still want to do SO MANY crafts and cook/bake SO MANY things but just can't put thought into action.
I still go to church BUT I GOT A CALLING! That is, if I'm sustained on Sunday, but either way, I'm excited for that!
I still get tired and I still need to watch Jackson in 4 hours so I must be getting to sleep right now.